Ok, well I'm scared...

[petemc]

So I had a meeting with 2 students on Saturday. Lovely girls, possibly smaller than Piggy too which looks hilarious when stood next to me. They are doing a degree in Media Production and as such have to produce a film for their final year. The film is going to be about.... me. They're going to stalk me for an afternoon with a camera and film me in "action". My god I'm scared. Its going to be a film about me standing there going "Um... er...." and falling off things. People only see the end result of a photo shoot with me. They don't see all the calamity and fear behind the scenes I honestly have no idea what I'm doing. I'm going to end up looking like a right tit. How interesting is it going to be watching a guy point a camera at something, stand still then walk off. Its going to be rubbish. I'm sure the girls would produce a great film if they had a great subject to shoot, but they only have me. Why did they chose me?! I'm honored n all, but just so scared. On my last studio photo shoot I told a model to imagine a cock ring with a large diamond in. Most people have a voice in their head saying "Nooooooooooo!" to things like that. I don't I wonder if I can hire a stunt double. As scared as I am I have to do it because if theres a slight chance of it being good it'll be good. Can't say no, can't let fear win. I can let fear terrorize me for the next 5 days though OH GOD!