Eastenders - Jim **Spoilers Inside**

[Knipples]

Watching Eastenders tonight is really rough for me, yes I know its only a soap but tonight John Bardon who plays Jim is back for one episode.

He had a stroke in real life, and so has his character, John himself is obviously struggling to talk in real life and they are showing this tonight.

Hard to explain but having had a gran who died following a stroke (allbeit 8 months later) its quite hard to watch.

Im really glad though that they brought him back to show us all how hes getting on, and I hope he is back again soon.

I will stop being a girl now, until I have to cope with the death of Wellard later in the week